Tuesday, June 16, 2009

UN AMIGO

"He that hath a full purse never wanted a friend."
A rich person always has plenty of friends. People do know us best when we are rich, when we could be there for them, when we could be their only ally, the only person who could lend a shoulder to cry on, someone to be ones shock-absorber, for they believe in the saying that "a friend in need is a friend indeed."




I have dreamt of having my amigo/amiga who could be there for me through thick and thin. I was blessed to have one, two, or even more... I have loved my friends just as my real sisters and brothers, and I held on tight in having them in my life.




A fair-weather friend is someone I may not hold on to. When ones hand suddenly slipped away and gone forever for she/he couldn't be true.



And the memory became just a shadow of my past, and have lost my dear friends for they did not last :(



Saturday, June 13, 2009

TAURUS


TAURUS


TAURUS - The Enduring One (April 20 - May 20) Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings that are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard -- passionate. Expresses themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined.. Indulges themselves often. Very generous.


Maybe many of you out there do believe in ZODIAC SIGNS. I may be one of you too, or else I won't be posting this here today. Here's my own point of view when it comes to Zodiac Signs...


Everything is just like "mind over matter" for me when speaking of zodiac signs or horoscopes. These are all but made by men, written by men, perceptions of men, especially coming from Chinese people and of others who strongly believe with superstitious beliefs. And it just depends on us, people, if we would want to believe or not. No one is pushing the other to believe in these, or to live their lives following all these.


But ask for me? I'd like to live my life positively... though it's not that simple you know? Especially nowadays, when problems and chaos are like bombs exploding from one side to another. But well... I need to save my ass, and would like to believe that I am a TAUREAN who could endure anything and everything no matter how strong the typhoons and hurricanes of people who surrounds me, and of the hardships and trials that are coming my way.


Charming but aggressive? Can come off as boring, but is not? Honey you have to speak out! Are we? Whoa!


Hard worker?... I bet my whole life, I AM! Been working for eighteen years of my life now, and always give my all for my employers and for the institutions and companies I worked for and still working for.


Warm-hearted? Well I am... very much! and so that's why there were already lots of them who were loved by me yet betrayed me. HA! HA! HA! A big laugh for them all!


Strong, has endurance? Yes I am! In fact, I am still standing here and fighting my own battle.


Solid beings that are stable and secure in their ways? Not looking for shortcuts? I may be stable and secure in my own ways and hate shortcuts... But there are still times when I could be very weak and my hands tend to slip from holding on... insecurities could still knock me down, you know?


Take pride in their beauty? I always feel that I am an ugly duckling, sorry to say this, but this is me.


Patient and reliable? Make great friends and give good advice? Loving and kind? Loves hard -- passionate? Expresses themselves emotionally? Everything here is true about me. I am a friend, a lover, who could be patient, the most reliable one, gives good advice, loves passionately, but too emotional and sensitive. When I love, I could be the dumbest person on earth who would still continue to love you even when you already stabbed my back. But once I get tired after too much pains and feeling like a melting candle? Oh! I'd rather lock myself in my room and never speak to anyone.


Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums? My gosh! I am! I could be the loudest roaring lion, or the craziest thundering elephant when I am in my wildest tantrum.


Determined? I am, and I will be... as long as my lovedones could be there to support me. Coz' I may not live this long run, this battle, without your love and your patience for me.


Indulges themselves often? Very generous? Well I may not be wealthy when it comes to riches on earth, but with helping others in all aspects and even financially, I have millions of list in God's hands :)


Generally, I'd like to view myself as the ENDURING ONE... coz' I AM A TAUREAN!